There are demons living inside me. Taunting me. Harassing me. Riding me. Talking to me in a quiet tone that only I can hear. These demons seek to hold me back and remind me of ways that I'm not good. Not good enough.
Strong as I am, the voices pound. Strong as I flex the voices pound. Ropes tied around me, anchoring my body to a wooden operation table. I fight and I wage, but at moments I'm not enough.
Today I write to remind myself that I work hard. I try hard. I am what I am and yes, to some that's not good enough. But please Father, please God let me be good enough for me. I realize there are demons that walk amongst and within. Please God let me win today.
I am good. I work hard. I do give. I will continue to try my best. Please, let me let me off the hook and love myself. Thank you God. Amen.